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Hi everyone please read my new manga called Konoharu!

New account: :iconkonoharu: :love:

Right now... I feel kind of stuck... Stuck in a heartshaped box like the one Nirvana sings about!
:P I don't think many people will read this, but I'm writing this to my friend :iconcoolangel:

This vacation started great..
I had my rasta-hair and I became a vegetarien..
I spent a lots of time with my bestbuddie Anoar!
And much time with my friends Øystein and Ailin..

I feel a little lonley now, because Anoar has left right before my birthday to north-norway..

I got my bestfriend/soultwin, wich meens a lot to me. My problem is just that she won't understand me.. She always needs a explonation.
Why I feel this and why I feel that.

I need her as a friend, and she needs me. But in a good freindship you most understand eachother..
I'm sorry for saying this so directly. But some times I think you get a little too jealus, and finds worries wich don't exist..

If you don't understand what I'm talking about I'm saying that I love you, I really do. And that should be enough for you.. Sometimes I think you expect a little too much from me..

Like when you wrote in your journal that you feel hurt because I love other friends too...
I'm very glad that you love, but I don't expect me to be the only one you appreciate..

And that big fight we had.. I regret me saying a lots of stupid things.. But I got really hurt when you said.. "cleen up the mess you started"..
Because the reason I started the fight, was because YOU DID'T GET THE MESSAGE..
I yelled at you because you had left me waiting..
But you kept telling me you didn't do anything wrong... That's how you started the mess you asked me to clean up..

I love you, and like I've told you a many times.. "we got a special bond".. But I love my other friends too.. They protect me... and all that.. They are my bestfriends too.. ok?

Don't feel  hurt by that..

Love you a lot!! Your mu special twin, so don't you worry! :iconcoolangel:











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